A Fiasco Thing Called College

I never thought my life would become a fiasco when i entered College. I thought college was easy, but it was not.

Student life for me was very simple. You just listen to your teachers, take quizzes, exams and pass your projects before the deadline. But that was before; it has changed since I entered college.

I become irresponsible. I learned to cut classes and cheat on quizzes even in exams. I always pass my projects beyond the deadline. I failed one subject twice in a row. I never did that in my high school years because I have to fill every body’s expectations because my mother is a principal. I never thought that I will have a schedule like those of the superstars. See, my college life is a disaster.

A lot of bad things happened to me compared to good things. These good things are surely a cherry-on-top-of-the-ice-cream. I‘ve become sociable. I gained a lot of friends. Friends who always make me laugh. I shared a lot of memories with them. I thank them, because if I don’t have them, college life wouldn’t be happy and easy. The best thing that they thought me is to be myself and because of that I gained confidence.

College life will be the most unforgettable chapter of my life. And what makes this unforgettable, it is because of the “fiasco things” that happened in me for the past one year and nine months.

Despite all of the bad things that happened, there is no time for me to look back with regrets to the mistakes of the past, I should move forward with hope, faith and optimism.

ON PRE-MARITAL SEX

The bible says that we are all created in Gods’ image! Thus if it so, we are all human with values and definitely strong and highly committed integrity. Thus we ought to live according to God’s image. We should project it into our human existence as persons of integrity.

If we are to examine our society against what we believe in the Bible, we deviate to what we ought to be come, being with full of values and integrity. Why so? Take a look into our youth, into our society, into marriage particularly into sex. What is happening?
Great numbers of youth particularly involve themselves in Pre-Marital Sex and what’s the effect? If this Pre-Marital Sex is acceptable in our society therefore more unwanted pregnancies occurred and since this is not planned and unwanted naturally this will result to abortion. Yes, Pre marital sex, nurture negative results to families and to society alone.Education,Good Future of the youth are affected due to Pre-marital sex,unwanted pregnancies and abortion and even health.
With this, are we trying to live as God’s own image and likeness? Whereas God is holy, pure and sacred. Sex is created by God as a sacred thing in which only those who pronounce their marriage vow can avail and use it but this is not the case in our society Pre-Marital sex is very rampant that’s why we really don’t live in God’s image and we tend to be so permissive regarding this sacred thing sex due to this Pre-Marital Sex.
What then lies ahead our future if we keep on going through this valueless act of the flesh? Youth involve in this will be rotten for his life is being destroyed.
If only we could once more recall and live a life laden with values of integrity and morality, I am sure Pre-Marital Sex will be off limits to unmarried couples for only those who are married can do these sacred acts created by God.
Once and for all… Let us have a heed No to Pre-Marital Sex.

UNTITLED

I’m in love with one of my high school friend. She’s a pretty little girl. She’s cute. I love the way she smiles, it kills me. I love everything about her.

Falling in love with her is just an accident. We’ve been classmates since elementary to high school. I never thought that it would happen. I remember way back in our elementary years up to my second year in high school she’s just an ordinary girl for me. She’s too annoying and I hate annoying girls.

But love, truly, is unpredictable. January 17, 2007. Our high school night when the song “secret” echoes around our campus ground and every boy get their girl and dance to the rhythm of the song. I accidentally (yeah accidentally) grab her hands and dance with her. I think the time stopped when we started dancing. I look in to her eyes, and she was looking at me too. We were both shocked. We were in silence until the song stop. In that moment, I started to fall in love with her.

After that magical event, we always seen at the canteen, we always texting a simple “good morning” and “good night” to each other. We become close. We become friends. We shared a lot of good memories with each other. I tried to court her but she told me that she’s not yet ready to enter in a relationship. So that means, I need to wait.

Now, we often seen each other because she is studying in Manila and I’m studying in Bataan. Our only communication is on chat and in cell phone. I miss her smiles, her voice, her jokes and even her naughtiness. I miss her bubbly personality. Her authentic attitude. I miss walking with her. I miss watching the sunset with her. I miss her so much.

 Years had passed but my feelings to her is still the same. I’m madly in love with her.  The reason why I’m still single until now, it is because of her.  I’m waiting for her and I hope at the end of the day, it is worth the wait.

SONG IN MY MIND: Wedding Dress Remix - Tommy C ft. JReyez

Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though we’ve grown apart
My brain can’t seem to let you go


Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you won’t let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no


Snapping out this misery
Depression this isn’t me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I can’t explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since you’ve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack

I guess it’s too late, I’m dancing this dance alone
It's too late


Baby
Can't believe that you are my big me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free
But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you won’t let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no


And I see you with your man
and it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong,
where we even began
We would always fuss and fight
and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were
my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when
I'm on the stage,
they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all
the female fans
and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when
you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on
at the times when it isn’t working
And every time that you say
it's over it breaks my heart
and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot
of times in the past
but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out,
how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next,
I'm left with an imperfect smile


But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you won’t let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no

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This is the process of letting it go, for they say you’re here today and gone tomorrow. Nothing is really permanent on this earth except change, Thus we have really to brace ourselves with courage to accept all the things we can’t change. Yes for if we don’t, failure and sadness will reign and can surely destroy us.

Like what happen in the broken relationship between two lovers that was dealt in the above written song. Even how hard it is to see the woman married to another man still the man has to let go of his love and feelings towards the woman he loves for this is it; they are not meant for each other.

The broken hearted man has to be strong and be brave to face what happen to their relationship. That he was a failure in love yet he’s to move on and go with what life has to offer.

Yes we are to be sturdy and sheltered with strength. Nothing can defeat us even the hardest and sharpest pain that can even hurt us. But rather this pains, failures and discouragement will turn all our defeats into victories, success, achievements and happiness. Thus this is really life for you’re here today and gone tomorrow. Therefore we should make life to the most… Live with it day by day and have Faith in him for he will carry us through.